It's very difficulty to write here every day but I still need to practice.
After 6 days I am back or halfback...
Yesterday was my birthday. I am very happy and glad because I had a blessed one. Partying since Friday and having a good time, nice friends together and meeting new friends, of course is different from the ones I used to do in Brazil in the farm with all friends together and family but life continue and it is impossible to do the same for all life...
Nag on Wednesday after 2 months nice party and scary at the same time...working sleepy on Thursday relax Friday Spanish party on Thames river in a boat (Paquito el chocolatero and a lot more) Saturday crazy day selling my art (www.inlakechbio.blogspot.com) all day and after starting my birthday party reggae music till 2 am and after the beloved Squat party this is a party that everything is possible and when I say everything is everything.... You can see since freaks till fairies all together in the same place...After a year I am still liking these parties and enjoying a lot. What we do there????? Dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance and dance its enough???? No, because we dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance. Than chill-out and dance dance dance dance dance.
One thing that I was thinking this days and the difference is very big is that here in England and Europe the culture of electronic music is giant and for example in Brazil the neo-hippies are the people that like reggae and some roots or typical music, different from here that the neo-hippies are the people that enjoy psychedelic trance what a big difference. A completely electronic thing. But can provide you the peace you want and travel in your mind with or without synthetic drugs. Where weed in Brazil is cheap the synthetics here are.
Another thing Europe is more than 1500 years in front of Brazil in terms of life and mind Brazil is now in the romantic era different from countries form the North and older that are more developed in terms not only culture but in mind as well the way people think here within the other is completely different because the mixture of races and culture are tremendous.
I don't know sometimes I think I am lost here but on the routine and life that I have plus the knowledge make me feel good and with the feeling to stay here for long...
Continuing with the dance... the party was really good and after all, lying down on the grass for a while under the Sun (when he comes is only celebration). Came home late Sunday afternoon and some sleep till today...
Now I say, 25 years of what???
Maybe the search of something or someone or somewhere
Maybe the search of myself
Maybe the fight to survive
Maybe the celebration of life day by day
Maybe to learn how to live and enjoy it
Maybe to find the great love....
Maybe, maybe, maybe
There are so much maybes but one thing I am sure.
Life is good and if be an adult is the life and the thoughts I am living and having now I want to be an adult forever.
God blesses and provides the better for all of us and in this short passage on earth give us the consciences to do the right.
Freedom and Knowledge
biau
